i don't know what the hell i am thinking of!

*You said this could only get better, there's no rush cause we have each other. You said this would last forever, but now i doubt if i was your only lover, are we just lost in time? I wonder if your love's the same. Cause i'm not over you. Baby don't talk to me, i'm trying to let go. NOT LOVING YOU IS HARDER THAN YOU KNOW. How can i miss you if you never would stay?

*I will never let you fall, i'll stand up with you forever, i'll be there for you through it all, even if saving sends me to heaven. Cause you're my true love, my whole heart, please don't throw that away. Cause i'm here for you, please don't walk away, and please tell me you'll stay here. USE ME AS YOU WILL.

*If only i could tell you something and take it all away. SOMETIMES I WISH I COULD SAVE YOU AND THERE'S SO MANY THINGS THAT I WANT YOU TO KNOW. I won't give up til' it's over, if it takes you forever, i want you to know.

*Sometimes i think i hear you call right from my bedroom wall.

*Well hey so much i need to say been lonely since the day, the day you went away. So sad but true, for me there's only you. Been crying since the day, the day you went away. Why do we never know what we've got til' it's gone. How do i carry on? The day you went away.Cause i've been missing you so much i have to say. Been crying since the day, the day you went away.

*You were the only face i'd ever know, i was the light from the lamp on the floor and only as bright as you wanted me to be. I AM NO GENTLE MAN, I CAN BE A PRICK. AND I DO REGRET MORE THAN I ADMIT.

*You know i'll stay even in your dreams, i'll pull the stars down from the heaven to fill your empty skies. Forever alone, until i found you. And now you're always there, you won't run away.

*All the memories stay forever like tattoes.I'm the star without a sky, i'm hello with no goodbye, i'm the dreams we had that never will come true. That's me with no you. Can't find a word to fit the melody, but i thought that i could sing it when you were here with me.

*If only you were here, if only i could see your eyes, if only i were with you, if only i could kiss you, if only i had just one night to make it right. Oh i would turn these things around, i'm sad and lonely and drunk at night and beating my self to the corner but i'm not giving up.

dedicated to Granny.